week 38 officially!

Hello from here!:)) I am still alive....although probably safe to say started the early stages of labour which I won;t go into. The contractions are getting stronger....and well I just hope Zac will stay put until the due date! The nights are less dramatic although sleeping is still a challange. Reuben has been ill with a bad cold which meant I was up even I was tired...and probably could have slept straight through the night. But such is life as one of my friends would say. I have been kind a spring spirited until today when the weather is cold and freezing and it even snowed....still delighted with my tulips and fresias favourites at this time of year well actually April but as always I like to be a step ahead. This pic was taken one night while I was writing Zac and R;s journals at the kitchen table. I was looking at these flowers and thinking of the beauty of creation. I am so blessed in so many ways...and often all we need to do is just stop and acknowledge it. I was wondering what would this world be without pretty things?! HOw good that we can delight in flowers, nature etc.Even R loves flowers always ready to climb on the table and feel them.

Its getting closer to Zac's arrival exactly 5 days now! I wanted to spend some time with R doing the things we like doing....he and us had a good day today...and he kept comming up for cuddles...I think Zac felt the love and he was signaling he likes the cosyness...it was such a good day for reflections and thoughts on how the new 4 of us might fit in together. I feel so good about the new 4 just hope and pray things will go ok.

Hat 38 hetes vagyok! Megvagyok bizonyosodva elindult elso fazissa a szulesnek...amikor beal a hatfajas....a erosebb fajdalmak stb. De hiszem valahogy meg kihuzom Keddig. Az ejszakak egyre nehezebbek habar igazan most aludnek is es tudnek is de Reuben nagyon meg van fazva es sokszor arra ebredek sir mert nem kap levegot. Ahogy azt egy baratnom mondja ez az elet es menni kell szepen haladni tovabb. A mult ejszaka mikozben Zac es Reuben naplojat irogattam...eltunodtem a szep tulipanok es freziakon...annyira varom mar a tavaszt es olyan jo lett volna ha marad az enyhe ido de mara megjott a ho is....es igazibol meg tel van!!de gyonyorkodom mindennap a szep tavaszi vragokban kicsit elore vagyok tudom mint mindeg szeretek egy lepessel elore menni....de foleg azon gondolkoztam milyen szegenyek lennenk a szepseg nelkul amit egy vorag egy termeszet neha kinal. Meg Reuben is elvezi sokszor felul az asztalra es simogatja a viragaim....jo erzes lehet!
Delutan ma a fiammal sokat foglalkoztam 5 nap es mar ujjabb fiam lesz meg egy....es osztoznom kell de most meg nem igazan es ezert akartam ra figyelmet es szeretetett pazarolni. Itt muveszkedtunk es kozben nagy olelelseket kaptam. Azt hiszem jo erzes volt kint is bennem is...es Zac is elvezte hisz jelzett odabentrol....:))
Hat ennyit mara!! Puszi es jovo heten ilyenkor mar talan nem leszunk 3an de mar 4 en! Nagyon elvezem!!! Mxx